Courage the Cowardly Dog

2011-03-21T01:33:00.000-07:00

Yo.

I usually don't say yo in my blog, but today I felt like starting it this way.

In my last post I said that I will come back again when I get my results but I didn't.

And now, I'm already almost 2 months into school.

Nanyang Junior College. By a stroke of luck. Managed to get into this school with the effort that I put in. Should I feel guilty? Maybe. But then again, who can criticize the amount of effort I put in, given my already procrastination ability? So let's just say, I got lucky this time. But I don't really wish to say that. Because I know I did my part of hard work as well.

So I got my results that day, then I went to select my school because I didn't really had much choice. And I awaited the results until 26th of January where they sent me an SMS to tell me which school I have been posted to, and the next day I reported to school.

Orientation was fun. And so was school. HAHAHA. No.

I like the new lecture and tutorial system. It makes time pass very quickly. Then again, the difficulty of the subject remains, or rather, has increased.

I wanted to try something new, so I took literature. Oh in any case, my score didn't allow me to take PCME H2 anyway. Then again, I don't think I will be able to cope with that. I hope science is out of my life soon. I really am not interested in them, which leads to doing badly in them.

Oh, I am learning Tennis. My cca actually. But I haven't attended a single tennis training. Partly because I am not playing in A div this year, and partly because, oh well like what they say, the holocaust. It doesn't help when the others play much better than you. But they are quite nice people actually. The coach, he is a badass. He has got the skills, okay. But coaching wise, I question his ability and commitment. Whatever the case, I hope by the end of this 2 ( or perhaps 3 ) years, I can play tennis better than an average person does.

I'm supposed to sleep at 12am for my JC life. It's 1:33am now, which is not very good because I will lack sleep. So goodbye, see you next time.

2011-01-03T03:01:00.000-08:00

I'm back.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone.

Although it's already 3rd January today. There's no new year feeling though. Probably because it's the first time that I don't have to report back to school on 4th January or something.

December was nothing great. I found a job which sucks and I'm planning to quit it soon. It takes up so much of my life. It made me lose my life for December. But I'm glad I took some days off here and there to actually enjoy out with my friends. I really can't imagine working there everyday with such hours. Nuts.

I heard O level results will be released on 10th January 2011. That's pretty fast, like a week away or so. Someone once told me ' hope you smile 10 days into 2011. ' I would really like to think that I will. I hope. No point saying anything about regrets, though I think I gave mu 80% for O levels. Where the other 20% went I don't know and it probably will never come back. So I only have myself to blame if I really don't do well for the O levels. And you.

I prefer blogging after a long period of time, so that I won't encounter situations like now, where I pretty much can't think of anything to say. Perhaps I'll come back when I get my results, to do some updates. And hopefully, some positive ones.

Goodbye and see you around.

2010-12-07T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hi.

It's been long. The last post was like, September I guess.

So the Big O's is finally over. I don't know how I did, and I don't really want to know yet. I just hope on the 16th( or is it some other day ) of January 2011, when I get my results, and if there's a need for tears to flow, I do hope I'll probably shed tears of happiness and relief rather than tears of regret and disappointment.

Holidays hasn't been doing well. Pretty boring staying at home almost every other day, save for the 10pm-2am time where I actually play some game. Other than that, I don't really know how I pass my days. I went for a job interview and hopefully I will get it.

Talking about getting stuff, some days ago I just got rejected again. :(

That's pretty sad, isn't it?

Rejection of what? I don't really want to say it but I guess many would know. Something which I've yearned for since the start of time. Okay not really, more like since the day when I lost it. Sad, sad day of my life. And well and truly one of the things I'll probably regret the most in my life, even after ten years down the road.

I hate how people like to tell me 'Cherish what you have, before it's gone, or you'll regret it ' or some sort of things like that. I mean come on, if you want me to cherish it, let me have it first. I want to cherish it, but I don't have it. What do I do? And before I realize it, it's already gone. When that happens, let me tell you that nobody can have the rights to say ' See, you are regretting it now ' , because I didn't even get a chance to cherish it in the very first place. And as for some who can only tell me ' Too bad. ' , go to hell. And I hope you go to one with cigarettes but no lighter. Too bad? It's not as if we humans are born to know how to handle everything that comes our way. If I made a mistake while handling something, give me one more chance. Some people have no rights for a second chance, because they waste their chances over and over again, betraying other's trust in them time and time again. I don't think I did that. Not even near that. And yet I am deprived of a second chance just because I did not handle it well when presented to me. Even with the intention to repent and change for the better, some people just won't spare you. Yes that's how the world works.

I think my life has changed dramatically in secondary four. All sorts of things happening, albeit good, the negative side often overshadows the good ones. In conclusion, bad things have been happening to me in secondary four. But I can't really bear to bring myself to say that, because there were good times too. Oh man I am contradicting myself. Let's just say some things happened this year which will be etched in my memory for as long as I live. Sometimes I wish I could just forget about them. Then, I'll probably be a happier person, like how I was during Secondary 1 to 3. Those were the days when my mind was free from grudges and hatred, and I was as carefree as anything. I didn't need to think so much into other people's words and actions, and there was not a need to be avoiding and having awkward moments with people in school. Everyone around me was just another person whom I would probably say hi to and remember who you are, at least for a while. For some, I would probably have a better relationship with you due to factors such as CCA, classmates etc. While for others, I'll probably remember you all my life due to various reasons. Be it for good or for bad, be glad that I'll remember you. Because I don't really like to remember stuff. And if I can remember you, it's a privilege. Of course you would hope to be remembered for the good stuff. Too bad for some, you are destined to be remembered otherwise.

Nevertheless, I'm going to leave this school soon. Or rather, I've already left the school. Some people whom I've met during this past 4 years, I'll probably never see you again. For some, I may just randomly see you on the streets. For some, we may go out together again as a class or something. And as for some again, we'll probably meet again in the same school next year or something. Regardless of what, I'm just glad that it's all over. Yes it's all over. I'll never want to go back to that predicament again. I haven't said goodbye to many of my friends, but at least I myself know, it's not the last goodbye, at least to some.

Goodbye, see you around someday, perhaps.

2010-09-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's been long. I can't remember when the last post was published. Was it 3 weeks ago or something? Doesn't matter anyway.

Preliminaries are here. So far, so bad. Really. I think the worst was Physics. I'm sorry Mdm Tey, but it was really tough. Or maybe I just didn't put enough efforts into Physics. And the paper 1's gonna come later. Even if I get full marks for it I don't think it can salvage much.

Life has been about studying. I don't really like to say I studied very hard. Because I usually don't do very well. Even though if I really studied very hard and still did badly, well that happens often. Physics paper 1 and Elementary Mathematics paper 1 later on. They are supposed to be easy for many people. Not really for me. Nothing has ever been easy ever since I came to Anderson Secondary School.

But I have to say, Anderson is an excellent school. I wouldn't mind staying there for another few more years. I meant Anderson as a school. Not really pinpointing to any specific objects in school.

I'm supposed to be doing my revision right now. Goodbye.

2010-08-20T01:34:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Last post published on 24th December 2009. That was pretty long ago.

Back then, life was so much better. I liked school a lot. I enjoy seeing my friends and having fun with them. I didn't do well in my studies but that didn't really mattered to me. In a class called 4/3'09, though I don't have many friends in there, I did try to make the best of my time there. I feel I did it last year. As for this year, school has been full of ups and downs. Terrible times engulfed me repeatedly, while at the same time I felt a sense of hatred towards people that I've never experienced before. When I say towards people, I meant a bunch of them. I hated them. At one point of time I wished I wouldn't see them again in my life. But, such is the significance of some people, that you really cannot bear to let that phenomenon happen between you and them. However, as for some people, they can just sit in one corner, and perhaps with a mirror, search through his/her soul and do some self reflection both mentally and literally. I really don't want to praise myself, but from the way I handled the situation and my reaction towards it, I really think I was too nice. Stupidly nice, to say the least. I cannot believe humans can actually behave that way, disregarding the feeling of another human being totally. Perhaps they aren't human. Okay they are human, but maybe human without a heart, and without a mind of where the fine line of limits must be drawn.

And all this happened this year. Not last year. I mentioned I enjoyed school a lot last year. In fact, I enjoyed school from sec 1 to sec 3. I never had any problems or times significant enough to make me feel troubled, other than the occasional worries about studies. But I always pull through in the end, albeit barely.

Start of this year wasn't bad. Was looking forward to a cool 2010. But it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. In fact, I can rate it as the worst in 16 years of living on this ball called Earth. Sometimes I wish I could suffer a memory loss or something, so that I can forget all the sufferings that I felt in the past, and perhaps lose my hatred towards people as well. I can start anew. I won't dwell on what you did to me in the past, because I've lost it all. If I see you with my new set of memory, and you give me a good impression, I'll like you. That simple. Too bad it wasn't meant to be. You just made me develop that series of mindset towards you. As for how long it lasted, I don't know. I just know it won't change that easily.

As for other people around me, they are actually pretty cool. I found myself belonging to nowhere in the class. My source of friends are outside of the classroom. Plus, staying in that classroom causes me to have intentional desire to do some things, which wouldn't be nice if I say it out here. Gerald's beside me, he's a good one. Or maybe that's only because he sits beside me. If it were to be some other person, I doubt I'd enjoy the class as much. No wait, I don't even enjoy it. I used to though. Last year, 3/3'09 was almost comparable to my sec 1 and 2 class. Now, I can safely say that this is the class I dislike the most. I don't care if anyone of you in the class dislike me as well, I don't live to please you. You all don't live to please me too; I have no complains. I just dislike it. As far as I'm concerned, I haven't done anything to garner that sense of hatred from someone, so I don't know what's wrong if you want to hate me. Relating to that statement, some people did let me garner that sense of hatred. I applaud those people for it. You allowed me to have an experience and feeling that I've never felt in my life before.

Hmm I've been expressing lots of hatred for 25 minutes. I guess I should post about some good stuff to balance things out. Where should I start from? Oh I went to Camerons Highland during March. But I like my blog as a place where I express my thoughts, so I wouldn't want to post anything such as what I did there or etc. It was a good experience. One that I would relive again if given the chance to. Other than that I can't really find anything about this year that I enjoyed. Well actually I have some but I don't feel like posting it here.

My birthday was just over 10 days ago. Where are all my presents people?

Anyway it's 1am now. I like night times. 10pm, you get the feeling it's still early in the night. 11pm, you feel the night darkening as midnight is about to approach. 12am, you see the date change and you know it's the start of a new day. 1am, you feel that it's getting pretty late, and maybe you have plans to sleep soon. 2am, deep in the middle of the night, it's dark and lonely. Almost nobody's online. 3am, you get the feeling dawn is approaching, but it's still dark and lonely in the night. 4am, dawn will approach soon. You have plans to sleep but you may need to wake up early later. You chose to not sleep. 5am, dawn is dawning nearer, birds start chirping, alarms start ringing around the neighbourhood. You see the twilight dawn feeling in the sky, as clouds begin tho form. 6am, you perhaps see your family members waking up, and you look out of the window, you see people on the streets starting out their lives 6 hours into the day. At 7am, you may go to school, or you may sleep. From 8am onwards, I don't know a thing because I'd either be in school or be asleep.

Oh I actually like waking up in the wee hours of the morning like 7 am or something in the weekend, going to the toilet for a pee, and going back to sleep. I think that's satisfying.

Anyway I like the period of 10-2am. From 2am onwards, the world starts to get lonely, and you start to feel alone. On some weekends, I can't really explain how 1am-7am flew without me knowing even though I was conscious, but I know I will go to sleep because, well, people say you need sleep to grow.

Speaking about growing, I haven't been growing. Damn. I meant vertically. Maybe I've put on a few kilograms but that's beside the point.

Oh, preliminaries is coming in less than a week. That's pretty scary. It signifies that O levels is coming soon too.

They also signify that school is coming to an end soon, after 4 years.

Sigh.

2009-12-25T02:42:00.000-08:00

Hi.

I haven't been here for long. It's christmas already.

Merry christmas everyone!

School is starting soon and I haven't done much work. Die.

I don't know what to blog about right now. I think I'm going to Angela's house for lunch later. Maybe there's a turkey there or something.

Talking about turkey, I haven't eaten one in like, 4 years. The last time I ate, I went to a friend's house for christmas too.

I'm not really a fan of turkey anyway. I prefer Australia.

Yes.

It's getting late. School is starting soon.

School is starting soon. Have I mentioned it already?

School is starting soon, really. Need to do work.

2009-12-02T03:53:00.000-08:00

“I’ve missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. "

Quote by Michael Jordan.

He must have been a fan of Dragonball-Z.

I was talking about the over 9000 part.

Nabei I cannot get my harpy mouse. Cannot get = cannot move on.

I just saw Weixin online woohoo.

But it's late at night. Weird.

Ohh, I just remembered some things to look forward to. Got 2/4 and 3/3 chalet. Woohoo. And council camp. Hahaha.

Then after that, there's mastery test for like 6 subjects. Walao.

Then school reopen, happy new year!

Oh before that, there's Christmas. Looks like the celebration in Singapore isn't that good. I see people celebrating Christmas like mad over in other countries.

Maybe because there's snow there.

I watched all of Jack Neo's movie these few days lol. Oh, except for Money no Enough. I never watched that before. Wait till I got no enough money, then go watch.

Then I realized many of Simple plan's song reach out to teenagers like assss(us). Mhmm, perfect, welcome to my life, crazy. Cool.

Rich guys driving big SUVs, while kids are dying in the streets, no one cares, no one likes to share.

I'm waiting for 4:20 so that I can see whether I can get harpy and leave the lagoon lol.

I haven't seen many people during the holidays. Wonder if they have grown shorter.

Actually it's only a month plus. But it feels like it has been so long.

Sian. 4:20 and no mouse.

I am leaving soon. I will get my harpy when I come back!

EH actually no, I believe that I will be able to get it before I leave. Now that's a goal.

2009-12-01T02:25:00.000-08:00

Hello.

It's December already. SO FAST!

2009-11-11T01:44:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Although I watched the movie quite a few days ago today I just found the song.

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
We've got to end this war
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
We can try
Brother my brother

We face each other from different sides
The anger burns can't remember why
It's kind of crazy to cause so much pain
Our foolish pride makes us hate this way

We watch our world fall apart
Tell me what good is winning
When you lose your heart

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

Yes
We can try
Brother my brother
Yes

Let's take a moment to look deep inside
and say we're willing to give love a try
we're not as different as we seem to be
there's so much more to me than what you see

It don't have to be this way
Think about the consequences
then turn around and walk away

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

The song.

Brother, my brother.

By Blessid Union of Souls. Weird band name.

Hey friends, what do we fight for? It's fate that we get to be friends in this life, so let's treasure it. There are so many people in this world, and you, some of you, happen to be my friend. It's a feat. Not easy for us to be friends. We survived for 13 years, went through primary school, entered the same school, and got into the same class. We've been through so much to be friends, so let's treasure our friendship.

And people normally tend to regret only when they lose that certain thing.

2009-11-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

I was watching Pokemon the first movie, Mewtwo strikes back.

I think this part is the best of the show.

Mewtwo is going. Where my heart can learn what yours know so well. What transpired here, I will always remember. But perhaps for you, these events are best forgotten.

Mewtwo, taken aback by Ash's act of selflessness to save all the Pokémon, has an epiphany over the relationship between humans and Pokémon, and realizes that the circumstances of how one is born should not be allowed to divide anyone.

2009-11-06T02:44:00.000-08:00

Welcome to my life.

This song describes my life. That's a big crowd by the way.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what it's like
What it's like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

2009-11-02T03:10:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I don't know why, but the fact that there's extra lessons tomorrow is better than the fact that it's a normal school day tomorrow.

Maybe it's the atmosphere and mood.

I like Save you and Wake me up when september ends. They are nice songs. Songs with meanings. I can listen to just these 2 songs all day long.

I haven't been blogging for a long while, so I have forgotten many events. But, I have mentioned before that I won't blog so much about daily life, so meh.

Got Physics SPA on 4th November and O level chinese on. Was it 10th or 11th of November.

Sounds quite cool. It's been quite long since I took a national exam. Other than SPAs.

The last time I remember taking national exam, PSLE. I could finish a paper and be happy after comparing answers because I know I got many correct answers. And I never had the fear of failing, and had the confidence of getting A everytime.

Then now, I will finish a paper and be quiet about it because I know there are many wrong answers. And I have to fear failing many papers most of the time.

Is there a song about failure in studying? If there is I might take a liking to it. It shouts ME.

I've got no plans for holidays yet. And I don't know whether I will have any. It's boring. But when there's school, we complain as well.

Oh well.

^ The above was typed during one Save you song.

Now it's wake me up when september ends.

Oh did I mention how fast this year passed. Like how Billie Joe sings, " Like my father's come to pass, 20 years has gone so fast. "

Not the father's part though. And not the 20 years.

Only the gone so fast. 10 months has gone so fast. It's November now. November is good. I like November, December, June, September, August. For some reason.

Now I don't know what to say. I had a lot on my mind just now. But they are gone.

Oh. Steamboat with some of 2/4 on Saturday. It wasn't so nice. I would prefer Seoul Garden.

And my idol is Tre cool, not Billie Joe. Although he's fine too.

^ Wake me up when september ends ended.

And Gerard Way doesn't sound good live. I prefer his music in the recorded studio.

This year hasn't end yet. On 31st of December, I will post a reflection about year 2009. I think it's cool. Then I can keep a record every year.

Then before you know it, it's 2010. And horns will sound everywhere. Happy New Year.

I still remember who sent me what Happy New Year message for 2009. That's how fast this year is.

I remember Timothy sending at 11+ because he was afraid that at 12am the line will be jammed.

Then I stayed cool and sent at 12am but some only received at 1. Not cool after all.

I wish to clarify something. That I don't like anyone. So please don't come and tell me " Eh you like wingyiu! " or " Eh you like Weixin! " because I hear it many times.

Take care not to irritate people. Not saying that I will be. I won't be. Really. I am magnanimous. <(Cool I spelt it correctly). But I don't know about them. So no. I wouldn't want them to treat me differently from others because of it.

I still want to hear some Weixin jokes. Although they get old sometimes.

It's getting late here. Or should I say it's getting early. I think it's time to say goodbye to this world, for a while.

Take note that this is not an emo post; don't come in with all the comments. It's just personal thoughts in the middle of the night.

Right. I should be going. Maybe to play some games, or just fall into a slumber.

Till then, farewell.

2009-10-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I like wake me up when september ends.

Don't know why got couple. It's supposed to be about his father having cancer. Then the video is about war. But never mind. Got my idol in there. Hahaha.

Eh you wanna know my results? Suck balls one. But never mind. I will just post. I always post.

Let's see. From what I can remember.

The English, paper 1 41/60, paper 2 16/25 and 17/25.
The Higher Chinese, compo 39.5/70, letter 11.5/20, paper 2 48/110.
The Emaths, 40/79.
The Amaths, 23/80.
The Chemistry, 39/100.
The Physics, 47/100.
The Geography, 66/100.
The Combined humanities, 44/100.
The Express Chinese, compo 30/50, letter 11.5/20, paper 2 49/70.

That's for SA2 alone only. Haven't get pulled down by other terms.

Let's see my L1R5 from SA2.

English 69/100. B3
Higher Chinese 53/100. C6
Emaths 51/100. C6
Amaths 29/100. F9
Physics 47/100. D7
Chemistry 39/100. F9
Geography 66/100. B3
Combined Humanities 44/100. E8.

Walao, like 33. I can't go any shit.

Then I heard I'm in the top few diamond list. Whoo. I need polishing.

Then these few days the chinese extra lessons so boring. They even take up the Arts Fest time.

But never mind. School is ending soon. I guess I was very lucky this year, to make it through.

2009-10-26T00:20:00.000-07:00

Hi.

So the day has come. Where we will get back our results.

I'm actually quite excited. Although I can roughly guess.

Sian excited until I feel salty.

I cannot go sleep now.

Because if I sleep, then I know it will happen soon.

If I don't, it's cold, but, at least I know it's not coming yet.

Sian I feel disgusted at the thought of getting results.

2009-10-23T00:25:00.000-07:00

I just told my parents that I am failing many subjects.

Then,

2009-10-23T00:06:00.000-07:00

Eh bullshit la wth today they went through Chemistry MCQ then I failed then the Physics I did the bucket of water question they say good luck to us I didn't really need it because I left 90% blank then the English comprehension got so many questions I thought would be correct in the end turn out wrong wth sia then Geography like never give examples then only like L2 something.

Then history I was listening to music.

And tomorrow they are going through Amaths Emaths SS and Chinese paper.

Wth. Hahaha. Why like so many fail.

They had promotion exercise today. I hope they see my name and then ' MHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM CAN LA THIS PERSON. '

Please don't come and flame me and say ' Mdm Neo say you won't retain already la! '

I don't get how she can say that when I don't know what I passed.

You know, she likes Geography. And she told me I passed it. Maybe that's why she said it.

But never mind, we'll all know on Monday.

2009-10-20T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hi.

They say that tomorrow will be a better day.

Sometimes, it's true. Sometimes, it isn't.

I am still awaiting next week. Then I will know whether it will happen.

Save me. :(

2009-10-17T01:37:00.000-07:00

Hi again. I am back.

So the SA2's finally over. I have to sit back and await my results.

During the past 2 years, when SA2 was done, I didn't need to worry about a thing because however difficult it was I always managed to pass everything.

But this time it's different.

I have to await my results in fear, for it may lead to my demise.

2009-09-30T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hi.

30 days ago I remember I wrote ' Wake me up when september ends '.

So now it's all ending soon. As my memory rests, 1 month has gone so fast. Wake me up when september ends.

There's actually 23 more hours to the end of the beautiful month of September.

And when October arrives, ring out the bells again, like we did when spring began.

2009-09-27T04:05:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I suddenly felt like blogging when the part which goes ' If it takes you forever ' came while I was listening to save you.

That sentence seemed pretty cool and nice.

Anyway I am doing my geography revision now haha. Because I don't want to get retained.

But then there's still chemistry, physics, amaths, emaths. Sian. Haha.

Those are the scary ones.

I had the scary thought of what to do after SA2. Enjoy life, and no revising. Haha. That's why I should revise now, if not when SA2 is over then there's no more use.

Unless you are talking about sec 4.

I must still see whether I can get through to sec 4. Haha.

2009-09-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I am in trouble. I didn't do any homework this week.

Or rather, I only touched a bit here and there.

I hope I can survive tomorrow, the last day. Then, I have the weekends to try to complete everything.

I think I have no homework to pass up tomorrow.

It's the last weekend already, before exam starts.

English paper 1 and Geography. Hahaha.

I must start to save myself tomorrow.

2009-09-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I sense SA2 coming. Actually everyone does.

Like less than 2 weeks to SA2.

And I still have many many many concepts and formulaes and what shit that I can't get.

Especially Amaths trigonometry identities. It's getting on my nerves.

Sometimes I don't even know how to start the question.

Then there's chemistry with so manyy things that I don't get.

Then there's so many formulae for physics.

Then Emaths they are testing sec 2 topics as well.

Hahaha. I need to spend more time revising.

And I need to start. Like nao.

The enemy is SA2.

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Violence is an energy
Against the enemy
Violence is an energy

Bringing on the fury
The choir infantry
Revolt against the honor to obey

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency
So rally up the demons of your soul

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

The insurgency will rise
When the bloods been sacrificed
Don't be blinded by the lies
In your eyes

Violence is an energy
From here to eternity
Violence is an energy
Silence is the enemy
So gimme gimme revolution

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency
So rally up the demons of your soul

Actually I did some work during the weekends. Everything except for Amaths trigonometry identities. The thought of that irks me.

Fuck.

I hate that topic.

And to top that, they aren't giving us the formulae in our paper.

Great.

I need the brain of Kenneth Tan. ( Yeah I know I need to work for it; don't scold me )

Then maybe I wouldn't die so early from worrying too much.

Anyway, I happened to think of a joke.

What's cooler than a box of crayon?

A box of crayon in the fridge.

Okay, not my type of joke. Hahaha. Gotta go.

Goodbye.

2009-09-20T01:20:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I am trying out Trigonometry 2 now and I don't know a shit. At all.

Sian.

2009-09-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I think the capital Copenhagen is very cool. I think it's a beautiful place as well.

Especially the name.

Copenhagen, almost heaven.

Hahaha.

It's saturday today and I haven't done any homework yet lulz.

I bathed at 1pm just now and I forgot to bathe in the evening so I am feeling itchy all over so I need to sleep nao.

Okay actually I still have 3 minutes left. Before I sound the horn and go to sleep.

School is starting again soon. SA2 in less than a month. And there's council investiture.

Die. Don't know how to cope.

Cannot retain !

Okay I don't know what else to say. The only reason I came to blog was to express my view about Copenhagen.

Denmark. Maybe I should go there someday.

But I like Canada. I don't know why though.

Meh, I should concentrate on my exams first. Haha.

2009-09-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Some quiz I took.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I would like to emphasize on the view on yourself and the view on education.

2009-09-06T01:53:00.000-07:00

Hi. I am blogging again.

I like blogging in the middle of the night.

So today's Sunday again. Supposedly the good day.

I am having senior specs course on monday afternoon. It's quite boring. And it's till wednesday evening.

Goodbye all, till then.

But, I am still not gone yet, for now.

So my L1R5, as expected, still 26. Hahaha.

But I think it's okay, though it's only CA2. CA2 they only test a bit.

SA2 starting on 2nd october. And 14th october is O level chinese.

Haha. So fast.

2009-09-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's september.

The time of the year again.

The indication that SA2 is nearing.

So it's time to listen to Wake Me Up When September Ends.

2009-08-31T00:01:00.000-07:00

HI.

YES. YESTERDAY / THIS MORNING I FINALLY ACHIEVED THE FEAT OF STAYING UP OVERNIGHT.

But I still slept during Sunday afternoon. Lulz.

I wonder how time passed from 11pm to 6am.

I only remember I watched identity from 310am-410am.

Other than that I was staring at my com.

But I like.

I like the serene, the peacefulness, the calm and dark night.

And when I heard alarms finally sounding, I went downstairs for a stroll.

And I went to eat prata.

The streets were empty. I was the only one at the shop. Luckily it's a 24/7 shop.

Haji Karim Indian Muslim Coffee House Pte Ltd FTW. (Y).

I like going out early in the morning. I think I should do it more.

But it gets quite sad when you are alone.

2009-08-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I see everyone's abandoning blogger.

Moving on to wordpress or something.

Or onsugar.

Meh I don't really care so I'll just stay here.

So CA2 is finally over.

English - B3
Higher Chinese - D7
Emaths - C6
Amaths - C6 ( maybe )
Geography - A1
Physics - C5
Chemistry - C6
Combined humanities - C6 ( maybe )

I haven't gotten back Amaths and combined humans results. That's what I guess.

Current L1R5 is 27.

An improvement.

But they haven't moderated yet. May be more, may be lesser.

I remember I had some stuff to write, but I've forgotten about them.

My mousehunt toolbar is spoilt. I can't get any Super+BRIE.

And that sucks.

Plus I have nothing to do now.

Oh it just dawned on me that it's August 30 today.

August is ending soon.

September is coming.

Wake me up, when september ends.

Nuh it'll be too late.

I have to start my battle against retaining.

Like how football teams battle against relegation.

I need to stay up in the Premier League.

2009-08-24T23:24:00.000-07:00

Yo.

I think. So far. I passed 3 subjects and failed 2.

That's quite a feat. Especially for me.

Passed physics, english, emaths.

And failed chemistry and chinese.

HOHOHO.

I think I can pass geography. Combined humanities hopefully.

Amaths even more hopefully.

Nao I don't know what to talk about.

Anyway, I had a goal, that was, to pass all subjects during CA2.

But when I got back my 7/35 chinese paper I knew all hopes were lost.

And to worsen the the situation, the following day Mr Leow told me I got 18.5/40 for my paper.

But meh.

To fail 5 subjects during SA1, and fail 2 for now, it's quite good.

But I still don't know whether I will pass the rest.

I like mousehunt suddenly. I got the mousoleum and digby map.

But I lack gold.

Hahahaha but I know I will be getting more gold soon.

2009-08-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

I love noodles.

2009-08-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hi. I suddenly had a thought.

No offence to those who are afraid of clowns, and what's the phobia called, I forgot.

I don't know why they are scared of clowns. Clowns are supposed to make you happy and laugh.

Maybe except for killer clowns.

But, I haven't seen any case of clowns killing people, other than fictional horror movies.

But ironically, I think they are quite scary. Especially those with big red lips and white face.

They look scary. I don't know why.

Anyway I am still failing. Failed chemistry and higher chinese lol.

Sian.

I passed Emaths though.

51.

Nut bud.

2009-08-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

Sian.

2 subjects failed lol.

Higher chinese 47.

Emaths 49.

But, emaths still got hope.

2009-08-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Yo.

I am hoping to pass nao lol.

I don't call it revising.

I call it the process of getting a pass.

But I don't know whether I can pass so I call it hoping to pass lol.

2009-08-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Some marks to take note of.

21/40 for Emaths paper 1.
16/40 for Amaths paper 1.
3/12 for SS. Oooh my fuck.
20/30 for English Compo.
19/25 for Summary.
16.5/40 for Chemistry mini test. I think this was quite ok. Not so saddening. Oh, 4/10 for spa lol.
Then 7/35 for Chinese. WTH.

7/35. Seems funny. Well if i'm sad about it people tell me don't emo. Then if I laugh about it they say I am not taking it seriously.

So how. Neutral.

Yeah really. Not very sad about it. Although I got 0 for the zong he tian kong.

Heck, if I had put my answers as 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 2.

I could still have gotten 3 marks.

Nao it's a 0.

But never mind. I knew this was going to happen someday, judging from my previous scores of 2,3.

There's no TV to watch tonight. Sian.

Oh, history, geography, chemistry, amaths, english grammar test next week. Sian.

I don't know wut to revise nao.

Maybe geography first. Then chemistry, Amaths, history, grammar.

I hope there are no more tests coming up.

And I thought I could pass all subjects this term.

For like the first time.

But chinese seem to have killed it. Quite sad.

Neh mind. SA2.

2009-08-13T01:57:00.000-07:00

Hi.

There's some baby crying outside now. I don't know whether it comes from the living room or upstairs or the corridor. Heck, there isn't even supposed to be a baby near here for my mouse's sake. The only people that I know around here are the China people. And they don't have a baby.

So where is this baby from? WHY IS IT EVEN CRYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

It's scaring me, really. Sometimes the screams are so loud, I thought it was literally just outside the door. Like, I will see it once I open my door.

But I didn't.

And the crying seem to have ended. I hope.

Physics test later on lulz! Today I got back my English composition and summary which sucked (so)(so). But never mind, I'm not going to go all emo over it. There's still SA2. That's even scarier.

So far, haven't really failed any subject yet. ( I hope. )

There's still hope for chemistry, Amaths, Emaths, because it's not the full percentage yet.

But physics, meh. The paper tomorrow is a WHOPPING 80%. Or is it 70% or something. I don't know. I only know it's big. So, gotta do well.

And chinese. Wth. I don't know what to say. Either fail or average. Too difficult.

Oh I missed History test today. And I don't know my SS result as well. But I think they should be fine.

Geography and chemistry test coming up on week 8.

Emaths trigonometry this friday and Amaths trigonometry next friday.

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL SO MANY TESTS COMING UP.

Sian. After typing those bunch of words up there I think I forgot a lot on what I read about physics just now.

I know Net F = ma.

Maybe that's enough to pass lol.

Yeh. As if.

Oh and the fucking cyclops mouse like already escaped from my trap 7 FUCKING TIMES in 3 days.

Imagine I had gotten all 7. 7 x 2800 gold each. How much is that? I don't know and I am lazy to count. I only know it's a lot.

I could've gotten my NVMRC mouse FORCEFIELD TRAP.

But things won't always go your way.

2009-08-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

YO.

Thank you everyone. :)

2009-08-09T00:46:00.000-07:00

Happy National day everyone! :)

I was thinking why do people procrastinate. Some reasons:

1. They like.
2. The things that they need to do are boring.
3. Distractions here and there and everywhere.
4. Busy.
5. Just no particular reason.

I don't know which reason many people fall under. Maybe 3.

So how do we stop it?

Remove the distraction.

Sounds easy though. Consider this.

I got a bed to sleep. Procrastinate by lying down on the bed.

Throw away the bed.

I got sofa to sleep.

Throw away the sofa.

Got floor.

Throw away the tiles.

Got the streets.

Can't throw the streets? Hahaha. Call police.

Got sofa to sit down while waiting at police station. Sleep again.

So this person sleeps everywhere even after the distraction is gone.

Hmm I wanted to make a guide or something but I decided not to lol.

Because I don't know how to cure this problem for myself also.

I felt like blogging because I was bored.

Anyone watched the show ' Beyond Belief ' before? They stopped airing it on TV. Don't know why. It was a pretty nice show. Ghost scenarios, and asking you to judge whether they are fact or fiction.

I remember this story where the burger went up in flames for no reason lol.

Okay I'm bored again. Don't know what to do. Can't get to sleep as well. No nice shows on TV.

I want to be a master at mousehunt.

I wanna upload a photo but I can't find the upload photo button. Or do you call that an icon.

But it's okay. I uploaded it on facebook. Caption for the photo is WTF. Check it out.

2009-08-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I am not emo.

Just expressing my feelings lol.

Anyway, I think listening to wake me up when september ends makes me happy as well as sad. I don't know why.

Tomorrow's national day lol.

I figured that it's ok to fail my CA2, because there's still SA2. I hope it turns out good. Need to study moar.

2009-08-06T23:23:00.000-07:00

Do you know what it feels like to be on the verge of failing every subject?

No.

I do though.

I feel like a noob. I feel that I have no rights to do anything. I feel that I can't enjoy life.

Like, I keep playing and being happy now, when I get back my phail results, what's the point.

So I am not going to do a lot of things. I don't like the feeling. The feeling of enjoying now, but also having the thought that you are going to fail soon.

Never mind if you don't understand.

Not many people will.

2009-08-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I don't know why but I think I am failing all my tests.

Anyway, I really don't get how some people think.

Can't they just keep their opinion of people simple.

2009-08-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

So far, on the verge of failing Emaths, Amaths, Chinese, Chemistry.

That's practically all the tests I took so far.

I am posting myself on failblog.

On a good note, happy birthday to Wei Xin! :)

2009-08-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

Wao it's August already.

2nd August 2009, 3:18am.

I'm watching TV and catching mice lol.

2009-07-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

I think, I live my own life at night.

Nobody to disturb me, nobody to tell me to do anything, I can walk around freely and do anything.

2009-07-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

Damian completed the quiz "What does the week you were born say about you?" with the result The Week of Balance and Strength – Leo 2 August 3-10.

You are solid and tough; you do not back down from challenges and in fact thrive on them. You are a realist and are aware of your limitations. You are not easily persuaded and can spot phoniness and nonsense quite easily. You have been gifted with endurance and tenacity and can hang in there for the duration. You are loyal and devoted but you have a streak of masochism – you do not let go of a failing romance, marriage or business easily. At times you can sink into a period of depression, being your own worse enemy. You are a protector of the weak and friend to the underdog. You like to have your own personal space that you can withdrawal to when needed. You dislike insincerity and pretension, you are extraordinarily faithful. You are capable of weathering the storm and can withstand many disappointments. You can be insensitive and lack empathy you are capable of a stony detachment. You are straightforward and unpretentious and sometimes have an uncontrollable temper. Strengths: Devoted – Trustworthy – Physical Weaknesses: Masochistic – Depressed - Guilty .

^ Talking about meh.

I like friday nights. I don't know why.

2009-07-23T00:44:00.000-07:00

Q9, should've chosen A instead of C. Rawrrrrrrrr.

Other than that it was ok. I hope.

Maybe getting back maths paper later on. I hope I get above 10.

2009-07-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

Today ( 20/07/09 ) is supposed to be a happy day, with Racial Harmony Day, resumation < ? of CCA and stuff. But everything is spoilt because of the Maths test. Argh damn. Coordinate geometry, Quadratic equations, equation of circle. Die. All die.

Ace-learning website ain't helping much. They give such basic stuff that the test later on will be at least 6x harder. Plus I don't understand some well.

I think circles is the deadliest. Maybe if the test later. Let me see.

Coordinate Geometry : 15 marks
Equation of circle : 13 marks
Quadratic expressions : 12 marks

Maybe get a 5 for coordinate geometry part.
A 2 for cirles.
Maybe another 5 for quadratic expressions.

12/40.

Nut bud. OMG what if I get 0.

Die.

Sian.

And to top it off I had to go without catching a mouse for 45 minutes. Damn it.

And when I finally caught one, it was a white mouse.

Sian.

Okay off to try to salvage my hopes for the amaths test.

2009-07-19T04:07:00.000-07:00

Need. More. Revision.

Alone, in the middle of the night / early in the morning again. Someone come pei me leh. Not a good feeling.

Boring.

2009-07-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

I heard something funny.

Start of story :

So there was home econs practical SA2 last year. The theme was 'potatoes'.

Zhou Yang came to school on the practical day without any ingredients.

-->Act cute guy : Eh today practical leh, why you never bring ingredients?
Zhouyang : Got. 2 potatoes in my bag.
Act cute guy : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA for the whole day.

Zhouyang went for home econs practical and sliced the potato and cooked it. And added chilli. There, done.

-->Act cute guy : Your practical like that only ah? Cook potato? HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Zhouyang : I putting chilli sauce later.
Act cute guy : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA for the whole practical.

Cooking time was over, Mrs. Kumar trying out all the dishes.

After eating Zhouyang's chilli potato, they could see Kumar's writing on the marksheet. Something like a 0.

' Aiya zao zhi dao fang duo yi dian la jiao. La si Kumar. '

The end.

2009-07-02T01:41:00.000-07:00

1:41 am in the morning, 2nd July.

This world, it's difficult to survive.

2009-06-28T03:13:00.000-07:00

It's cold and dark here. And lonely. Not a good feeling.

2009-06-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

Omg it's 25th June already.

2009-06-14T01:01:00.000-07:00

Tell me what is there to be happy about.

My studies suck.
I am not a good friend to my friends.
Everyone's taking all my chances away, leaving me with nothing.
I get scolded every other day, by whoever it may be.
I disappoint everyone time and again.
I can't control myself and I just waste my time on meaningless stuff.
I haven't started on my homework.
I've got people hating me for no reason.
People don't believe me whenever I achieve something great by myself.
They say I am a noob.
I can't keep up with everyone in this society, in whatever aspect.
I let people lose their faith and trust in me.
I believe in something which will never happen/never existed.
I get looked down by people.
Yeah I'm dumb.
I go overboard sometimes, to the extent that it offended people.
My L1R5 is 36. I failed miserably.
Sometimes I feel I don't get enough chance to express myself.
I don't excel in whatever things that I do, although I did try.
I'm hopeless. Gone case.
Nobody cares about me.
People boast about things which they can do and I can't do, in front of me.

Nobody's perfect, but I am having too many negative points.

I don't want to have them, but it's something which I can't help. Sure you may tell me you have some of the points too, but at least you excel better than me in other aspects.

And,

can they just believe me for once, when I say that I really did/ will do something.

Probably not, since they've already lost it. What to do? Gain back their trust? How?

I don't know how. I was intending to do homework just now, and I came back to the computer.

Useless shit.

What am I good at? Listening to music and using com huh? Yeah. Every song which I listen to will get me 10 bucks.

As if.

I don't know what to do. I'm at the risk of being retained, with this kind of results. I don't want that.

Study hard? Yes I hear that everytime. But I don't do it. Actually sometimes. I don't know what's my problem. It's a viscous cycle; it just keeps getting worse day by day.

If that's the case, why not prevent it from getting worse?

Stop time. Yeah. Days won't pass and I won't get worse.

But alas, I can't stop time. So what? Stop my life?

Sounds plausible.

Probably not. I'm not an ant. Ants won't die if they fall from some high storey.

Then it dawned on me : Why do people kill themselves?

Probably like my case. Too many negative points.

Or perhaps they are lost in love, got dejected or something.

Maybe they owe loan sharks.

And it struck me again, why won't ants kill themselves?

Probably, because, they have nothing to worry about. Unlike me.

Who cares if an ant retains? Heck, they aren't even studying.

Perhaps I should just be an ant someday. Carefree and simple life.

Don't talk to me about how they die when people step on them.

Before being an ant, I would like to say farewell, to my friends first. Thank you all for everything. Good luck in your future endeavors. May we meet again.

Then I just realized I don't know how to become an ant.

FML.( Fuck my life )

Sometimes I wonder. Why am I living? I suck at my studies, in practically everything which I do. At least some other people have their own talents. Like excelling in studies, in their ball games or sports or whatever.

What about me?

Nothing. Shit.

Why am I breathing? I think a person like me shouldn't be living. My life is crap. I made it this way. I am just a useless person in society. Can't do anything good, or do anything well. What's the point?

Then again, if I am gone, my family members will be sad, as well as my friends.

Well, maybe not. They probably wouldn't care. A person of such low caliber and ability gone. Not important to them. Well at least for the friends part.

I will just have to carry on, this miserable and lonely life.

Goodbye, my friends.

2009-06-11T09:32:00.001-07:00

Times square can't shine as bright as you, I swear it's true.

2009-05-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's been a long time.

So I got back my results.

L1R5 of 36. Whoa godly seh.

English - C5.
Higher Chinese - C6.
A Maths - F9.
E Maths - F9. ( Lol as usual )
Chemistry - E8.
Physics - D7.
Geography - C5.
Combined Humanities - C6.

EH NO B AT ALL SIA.

Such a failure. But never mind. There's always next time. ( Lol how many more next times )

Spec course tomorrow. Feeling sian about it. I don't feel like going at all. But, for the sake of the ranks and stuff, I must go.

4 days of *insert some adjective here*.

I hope it will end quickly.

Till then, farewell.

2009-05-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Lol.

Your misery and hate will kill us all.

This misery will kill me.

2009-05-14T23:39:00.000-07:00

Aha.

Last paper tomorrow. History. Probably the scariest, since I didn't really revise.

Today's A maths was ok. ( Sounds like the first time I ever said that for a maths paper. )

Yesterday's E Maths was bad. ( Aha back to my normal line. )

I hope I can pass Amaths. Don't wanna say so much now later get back fail like ps sia!

Gotta study History now. I still got that small glimmer of hope of passing all subjects for SA1.

Note it's ' passing '.

I don't care if it's C6 C6 C6 C6 C6 C6 C6 C6. I passed all.

Actually I care. All C6 like too noob lol. Maybe some Bs.

Or some As. That would be nice.

Ok I really needa revise for history. Can't afford to fail.

2009-05-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

Heh heh.

So as expected, did badly for Physics. Not sure about Chinese paper 1 though. Either good, average or bad.

E maths tomorrow. Woohoo finally.

2009-05-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

Lol.

Physics and Higher Chinese paper 1 later on.

Don't know whether I've studied enough. Probably not. It's never enough.

Still feeling sianed about Chemistry. Spoilt my happy exam mood. Damn Chem. < New poem.

4 more days of paper.

Let's take a look at the past few days.

30th April - English Paper 1 and 2. :)
7th May - Higher Chinese paper 1 and Geography. :)
8th May - Social Studies and Chemistry. :)
12th May - Physics and Higher Chinese paper 1. :(
13th May - E Maths. :((((((((((((
14th May - A Maths. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
15th May - History Elective. :(

Alright back to revising. Hope can pass.

2009-05-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

Perk up a bit.

Needa revise. Note that I don't use mug. I only have cups at home.

2009-05-08T15:04:00.000-07:00

Chemistry wasn't good at all, just like what I expected. Probably the first paper to fail since English paper 1 & 2, Chinese paper 2, Geography and SS. All those were going fine ( IMO ) until Chemistry. Damn it.

And there's physics and 2 maths next week. More trouble.

2009-05-07T23:51:00.000-07:00

Taking a big risk for SS by studying only ageing population in Singapore.

Hope that the wrong thing doesn't come out.

I still have chem to study.

2009-05-04T23:23:00.000-07:00

Spinda.

I am tired. I really am tired.

2009-05-02T00:58:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's the exam period again.

And I'm playing games. :)

English paper gone. Let's look at the 3 types of typical reply.

1." OMG SCREW UP LA. SURE FAIL ONE LA ENGLISH. "

2." Lol I think quite ok la. Maybe can pass. "

3." Knn what you expect. English nia. No A1 at least will have A2. "

I think I'm number 2.

Maybe add a " maybe will fail " behind. I don't want to sound so confident then when I get back the paper get some shit marks and lolol.

Higher chinese and Geography next thursday, followed by SS and chemistry.

I'm worried about Higher chinese, Geography, SS and Chemistry.

Lol crap. I'm worried about everything.

I shall start to revise first.

2009-04-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow.

I have a pingpong match with Zihang.

2009-04-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

I'm having a very weird feeling now and I don't like it.

Just hold on for a few more days, and it will all be over.

I hope.

2009-04-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's raining now. Rainy nights are emo and scary nights.

I heard Miss Shamilah say that teachers actually use the internet to search for info about students. Like in blogs, facebook etc.

So, I am currently revising. ( <-- OMG some teacher come take a l@@K please. )

Nah I was joking.

But I ought to. SA1 is coming. I cannnnnnnnnnot afford to failzx.

I realize I like to press enter twice after finishing a sentence or so. Some weird habit.

There it came again.

And again.

Let's set some aim :

AIM FOR THIS WEEKEND - FINISH UP ALL THE OVERDUE HOMEWORK. OK IF ANY TEACHER HAPPEN TO SEE THIS THEN YESSSSSS TAKE A L@@K. I AM PLANNING TO FINISH UP MY HOMEWORK. BE HAPPY.

Actually I don't owe a lot. Just that one piece of homework is a lot, that's why it seems a lot. Oh I failed physics 5% test. 11/25. Like 2.2/5%. Damn it.

And I passed SS. One good thing.

And I predict that I'm going to fail today's covalent bonding paper.

So, goodbye and thank you.

2009-04-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

It's saturday night again.

I like friday and saturday nights. I prefer saturday nights as friday always tire me out.

SA1 is coming soon. I needa study hard.

I shall reply tags.

10 Apr 09, 01:29
Ryan: Yoyo! Hope i dun screw up performance. :] Have fun with Part Cs-to be [ sec 2s now ] ;D
- Lol you didn't screw up. You have fun with your sec 1s too. :)

10 Apr 09, 02:56
yewrong: i havent sleep! LOL huh duno lei. gd luk for it lols
- Lol midnight talk and gaming again.

10 Apr 09, 12:53
deepak: yoz! part Cps ahh ollamak!!
- Yo! DSM ah ollahmak!!!

11 Apr 09, 10:17
kuanting: u know what does 'part c ps' means??? it means 'part c paiseh' haha lolz XP
- OMG SO FUNNY. LOL. Then you CSM. Company's strongest man sehhh.

11 Apr 09, 18:04
Pei: :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
- WHY SO HAPPY.

12 Apr 09, 20:29
jaini: yo link me.
- Alright sure.

12 Apr 09, 21:26
Carey: huhuhu .
- HAHAHA. Crunch.

13 Apr 09, 21:44
Syazwan: what kind of gdbye note was that? and gratz on ur post
- Short and sweer goodbye note. And thanks. :)

14 Apr 09, 21:01
yanting: tagged(:
- Hi thanks. :)

15 Apr 09, 18:09
yewrong: LOL, late nights and early mornings are always super emo times ;D
- I like early mornings though. Especially when I get to sleep a while more.

15 Apr 09, 21:04
Janelle: Yay, SUBWAY EAT FRESH! You should thank me for that first subway cookie eaten in your life.
- WHAT. I DON'T LIKE THE WHITE CHIPS ONE. NOT NICE.

17 Apr 09, 20:04
yewrong: LOL ur profile still says lance Corp XD
- Lol omg don't know how long never touch already. Needa change soon.

18 Apr 09, 23:22
Wei Lin: Crazy ranks. LOL.
- Nah actually we still corporals now lol. Needa wait till term 3.

I think my profile is outdated. Needa update soon.

Byebye.

2009-04-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

HI.

ROD TODAY.

Had training at 3pm. PDS rehearsal until around 530. Started ROD at 6. Woohoo.

It's been 2 years. The day is finally here. ROD for sec 4s, taking over time for sec 3s.

Ahaha. Sad and happy moments. I'm busy nao so I shall update on ROD details tomorrow or something. Anyway there's nothing much to say about ROD. Except for the feelings.

Byebye.

2009-04-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

Hi there.

It's one of those night ( or should I say morning ) again whereby there are little people online and you start thinking about many stuff deeply.

I call it the emo night.

Who cares. Physics test later on. Gotta study later. I don't wanna fail. Siann.

Anyway, NCC postings are out. Part C PS. My desired post. Let's do a review.

CSM ( COMPANY SERGEANT MAJOR ) - TAN KUAN TING!
- Alright. So this is it. I've been expecting you to get CSM. No offense to Deepak though lol. I know given your character you will be able to lead ncc well, and hopefully bring back the gold unit. I believe in you as the CSM. Go go.

DSM ( DEPUTY SERGEANT MAJOR ) - DEEPAKRISHNA S/O TANGARANJAN!
- Right. Another post which I predicted. Yes we call you the strict guy. Specialists told me you actually had the potential to become a PS. But, you got DSM eventually. I think it suits you too. Yeah hope you will do your job well together with the CSM. :)

PART C PLATOON SERGEANT - DAMIAN CHONG!
- Right. This person actually wanted to be Part B PS, but changed his mind afterwards. Nobody knows why, only he does. Anyway, he is believed to be able to lead the sec 2s well, and to groom them into future specialists, which I think he should be able to. ( Hi that's me. )

PART B PLATOON SERGEANT - RYAN ONG!
- Here we go. RYAN THE OBAMA. Yes I do believe your words. I sincerely hope the sec 1s will be able to change under your guidance. You told me before that you will be able to change them. I trust you. :) Because I don't really like the current attitude of sec 1s as well. Hope you can change them and make them better!

PART A PLATOON SERGEANT - CHIN ZHUO SHENG!
- Perhaps the most unexpected and undermined one. Nobody or little people had expected Chin to get into top 5. It was a surprise to many. I'm sure the specialists have their reason for choosing him. Well since he's chosen, do a good job of leading the next year's sec 1s!

PDS HEAD - JEROME LIM JIT HOW
- Yep so the guy who had been aiming for CSM. And perhaps the most disappointed posting of them all. But life's like that. Someone has to make the sacrifice. ( As quoted by the specialists. ) In this case it had to be you. I am somehow glad that it wasn't me. Blame you for rotating too much. =P

DISCIPLINE HEAD - NICHOLAS TAN WEI HONG
- RIGHT. THE GUY WITH DISCIPLINE. WHERE'S YOUR STANDARD. Okay so another guy who got his desired post after the really long period of 2 years. So he has the discipline. Do your job well. Haha. Discipline NCC. Make sure everyone has the standard!

( Gawd I'm talking like I'm the sec 4 here )

And one special post to our CHOONG XIU MING, who was supposedly about to get his Part A PS, until some last minute decision changed it. Whatever the case is, don't be sad. I know you're quite disappointed that you didn't get Part A PS, but don't worry. You will always be our cute Xiuming. Excel in your post then!

Some other posts which I can remember:
Part C APS: Zhi Xiang and Omar
Part B APS: Nicholas and Jasper
Part A APS: Xiu Ming and Jun Jie
Project and Planning Head: Omar
Asst P&P Head: Kuan Ting
PTIs: Zhi Xiang, Haziq, Leonard, Zi Tao, Imran
Logistics Head: Deepak
Admin and Medic Head: Jasper
Assistant admin head: Edwin
PDS assistants : Damian and Xiuming.

Nah actually I didn't thought of them. I copied and paste them lol.

So yeah. That's all about the postings. ROD on wednesday. Can't believe it's sec 3s' turn to take charge. To think last year I was still anticipating the day whereby we take charge. Now I feel sad that all the seniors are leaving batch by batch. I still remember Louis' batch's ROD. Followed by Yuerong's batch, and now Imran's batch's ROD is coming up. Soon it's going to be us soon.

Special thanks to my 3 PSes : Louis, Yuerong, Vivegan.

Since I made a farewell note last year for Melvic's batch, I should make one for Imran's batch too.

The PART Ds:
CSM - IMRAN
DSM - JIACHIN
PART C PS - VIVEGAN
PART B PS - ARAVIND
PART A PS - VISHNU
PDS HEAD - SYAZWAN
DISCIPLINE HEAD - JEFFERSON
PTI HEAD - ZAFF
And the other specialists : Barathan, Elan, Karthik, Rajkumar, Shaul, Brandon, Yeow Peng, Qin Quan, Guo Wei, Zul. Sorry if I missed out anyone.

Haaaaaa, so it's done. Needa revise a bit of physics. Shall post again next time.

Goodbye and thankyou.

2009-04-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

Let's all do it. I want to do it.

Shall reply tags and go off.

3 Apr 09, 23:35
Janelle: You wont find those subjects difficult, if you pay attention in class and stop eating that orange sticks, 60 cents tidbits from the canteen.
- I tried paying attention even without that, but I still don't understand leh. :(

3 Apr 09, 23:36
Janelle: Your cbox colour is totally gay. and weird.
- Who says. It's cool.

4 Apr 09, 00:04
Alvin: true... true... janelle is right... LOL eat somemore lah
- Lol she is wrong. She and her warped theory.

4 Apr 09, 12:35
kuanting: ollamak!!!
- Ollahmak csm come my blog sia.

4 Apr 09, 15:47
Carey: but the orange thing is awesome.
- Yeah I know it is. :)

4 Apr 09, 16:45
zy: the song on ur blog nearly woke my entire family up
- Which song. Must be 4 minutes. Damn loud one.

5 Apr 09, 21:49
deepak: zomg for the 1st time u passed maths????!
- Yeah first time. Somemore Emaths nia.

6 Apr 09, 21:34
Carey: HELLO scream damn loud is aruna okay !!!
- You scream also damn loud.

7 Apr 09, 15:45
Janelle: Omar is crazy. He likes to talk about your mum? HAHA. LOL, to that qns to ask whether I got a bf.
- Nah I was just joking. And what's with the bf thing.

7 Apr 09, 17:23
Wei Lin: Yay you did the quiz. OMG I came and avril lavigne screamt into my ear!
- Whattt! Another singer who screamed into your ear.

8 Apr 09, 20:43
wingyiu: HAHA your best memory is me waking you up
- Yeah that's the only one that I can think of HAHA.

8 Apr 09, 23:34
zhibin: gratz!! :D:D Always remember that you are unique. Just like everybody else!! XD
- Haha thanks for the encouragement. :)

9 Apr 09, 17:20
jy: cool i'm in the list
- Yeah. Random people lol.

9 Apr 09, 23:29
yewrong: sad, i got 22 for modulus test heheheh
- Sian I failed lol.

9 Apr 09, 23:32
yewrong: gd luck for ur maths test dey, u're gonna need it :X
- What's the next test. Scary sia.

Okay, maple's not working. Gonna sleep soon.

2009-04-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

Yo.

Look at that pokemon. ' Known as the being of willpower. It is said to wipe out the memories of those who happen to see its eyes. '

Cool pokemon.

These few days are boring. I think I don't learn anything at all when I go to school. I don't know why. I tried listening but I still think that I didn't learn anything.

I got 8/40 for my modulus function test. Lol back to my failing streak again.

So there was ROD rehearsal today. Part C ps.

Don't know what to say. If some people aren't happy with me, then so be it. Not as if I will change just because one particular person hate me. If only one person hates me and the others think that my attitude isn't that bad, then I think you're the one with the problem. Suit yourself.

I don't get what they are thinking. At least give a reason if you want to hate. Don't say that you like it. If you like it so much I'll draw a figure and name it ' it ' and give it to you.

And please don't use the nexon motto. ' Because we can and its free. '

Gahh. Complicated people. Problems here and there. Problems everywhere.

On a good note, friday's a public holiday.

I shall just live life the way it is. Life's too short to waste it away. Let's not spend so much time thinking of the bad stuff.

As Donald Trump once said, ' If you're going to dream anyway, you might as well dream big. '

As I now invent a new one, ' If you're going to think anyway, you might as well think of the good things instead of the bad ones. '

YES OMG MY QUOTE IS LONGER I WIN.

Nah joking.

Live life your way.

PSSSSSS: The rant above wasn't directed at anyone. Just some thought. :)

2009-04-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Today I'm here to do quiz only. :)

Quiz from Weilin's blog.

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, And then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them.
Once you are done, all these 21 ppl has to do it too. (for those w blogs)

1. Weilin
2. Gerald
3. Nicholas
4. Wei Xin
5. Wingyiu
6. Carey
7. YongLiang
8. Zihang
9. Shingyi
10. Zhou Yang
11. Janelle
12. Jaslyn
13. Alvin
14. Jian Kun
15. Yewrong
16. Jieying
17. Jerome
18. Peijun
19. Rebecca
20. Xiuming
21. Omar

How did you meet 7? (YongLiang)
- Same school from secondary 1.

What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (Yewrong)
- Erm I don't know. Ah nobody will call me no life for playing private server.

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Xiuming, Weilin)
- I must think of whether it will happen first.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Jerome)
- No I think.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Weixin, Jieying)
- They don't know each other, I think.

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Janelle)
- Maybe quite ok.

What’s 2’s favorite color? (Gerald)
- Purple heh.

When was the last time you talked to 9? (Shingyi)
- Just now on private server lol.

What language does 8 speak? (Zihang)
- Chinese, English and one more. Was it fujian in china style.

Who is 13 going out with? (Alvin)
- He claims that there's no one.

What grade is 16 in? (JieYing)
- First year of JC lol.

Would you ever date 17? (Jerome)
- No I won't. Someone's already doing it.

Where does 18 live? (Peijun)
- Woodlands I think.

What is the best thing about 4? (Weixin)
- She's a funny and unique girl.

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Zhouyang)
- You think you're very smart this year.

What is the best thing about 20? (Xiuming)
- He's a cute guy.

Have you ever kissed 2? (Gerald)
- Nah. He's very conserved.

What’s the best memory you have of 5? (Wingyiu)
- Errrr, waking me up in the morningz.

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (Weixin)
- Later, in school.

How is 7 different from 6? (Yongliang, Carey)
- The genderz.

Is 2 pretty? (Gerald)
- I think he's hawt manz.

What was your first impression of 15? (Yewrong)
- A girl who likes to laugh a lot lol.

How did you meet 3? (Nicholas)
- We're in the same school and same cca. :)

Is 15 your best friend? (Yewrong)
- Good friend, perhaps.

Do you hate 12? (Jaslyn)
- Nah. Too nice to be hated.

Have you seen 18 in the last month? (Peijun)
- Saw her in school on friday.

When was the last time you saw 16? (Jieying)
- One of the days in March when he came back to Anderson. And I called him Ampharos.

Have you been to 5's house? (Wingyiu)
- Not.

When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (Zhouyang)
- Later, in school.

Are you close to 11? (Janelle)
- Maybe. We're in the same class.

Have you been to the movies with 4? (Weixin)
- Nah.

Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Zihang)
- Yeah. Probably some. Last year.

Would you give 19 a hug? (Rebecca)
- Depends on the situation.

When have you lied to 3? (Nicholas)
- Don't think I've lied before.

Is 11 good at socializing? (Janelle)
- I suppose so, given her personality.

Do you know a secret about 8? (Zihang)
- I think I do. :)

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? ( Jaslyn, Peijun )
- Quite good friends, I suppose?

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? (Shingyi)
- We play maple together lol.

What’s the worst thing about 6? (Carey)
- Her scream damn loud.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Jaslyn)
- Don't think so.

How long have you known 2? (Gerald)
- Since we were in council, I think.

Does 11 have a bf/gf? (Janelle)
- No, but someone's trying to hit on her.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Weilin)
- No and never.

Has 21 met your mother? (Omar)
- No but he likes to talk about my mother.

How did you meet 11? (Janelle)
- Same class this year.

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Nicholas)
- No, but yes if on purpose.

Do you live close to 7? (YongLiang)
- Not really. AMK and Admiralty.

What is 8’s favorite food? (Zihang)
- Anything he likes.

What kind of car does 1 have? (Weilin)
- Toyota.

Have you traveled anywhere with 9? (Shingyi)
- Probably. 2/4 outings and Peijun's house.

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? (JianKun)
- Probably some cool stuff. Or buy a present for his girl.

/end quiz.

Gawd I'm done. I need to do something constructive now. Either sleep or revise mwahaha.

2009-04-02T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Today was rather ok. Mr. Lim didn't come for maths again. CME in the morning about sex. And I was chosen as the first for English oral today. That's actually pretty good; I get 10 minutes to read compared to the others who only got around 5 minutes.

Geography.

Chemistry and maths. I think the topics these few days are difficult. I don't want to fail. :(

Lulz.

Anyway, proper post tomorrow. Let us reply tags.

23 Mar 09, 00:28
duggy: **** U! I AM CAT
- Lol copy my picture.

23 Mar 09, 21:44
Sharon: yeah maybe artist! (: i want watch the comedy!
- Wut artist wut comedy. :(

24 Mar 09, 19:46
Alvin: LOL WTF. NICE POST!
- Yeah I know. My catz post.

24 Mar 09, 20:43
yanting: i knew there was nothing there xDD
24 Mar 09, 20:43
yanting: n suddenly it appeared. LOL
- Expect the unexpected lol.

24 Mar 09, 22:15
Ryan: LOL.
- LOL @ my catz post again ah. Hahahaha.

25 Mar 09, 00:04
Carey: Chaarrrrrbakak
- Hi Arbok!

25 Mar 09, 22:04
Shing: Goddamn you lol! I didnt send it thru email u got it from junxis facebook!
- No you. I don't know you.

26 Mar 09, 19:58
Alvin: YO! thanks FOR THE 5TH TIME OR MORE! =D
- I think it was actually 5 times only. Yeah. Haha.

27 Mar 09, 17:40
CHUISHAN: relink. www.talkingtrash-can.blogspot.com
- Sure.

29 Mar 09, 12:30
yewrong: woah u passed a maths test. the mensuration one ah?
- Yeah the mensuration one. Lucky niaaaazx.

29 Mar 09, 13:51
victoria: CLASS PHOTOOOOOOOO :D:D yay i love 3/3 <3
- Yay class photo! Nice ah. :)

29 Mar 09, 15:27
zhibin: PDS had very bad meh?!?! =.=
29 Mar 09, 15:28
zhibin: head*
- It's not bad but I don't want it.

29 Mar 09, 20:30
Wei Lin: Omg SY looks so cute. So not Sec3. ._.
- Yeah look like some little kidz.

1 Apr 09, 00:27
arrrrrnaaa: hi boo man. i'll never talk to you for eternity!
1 Apr 09, 00:27
arrrrrnaaa: AND link me up. if NOT, YOU DIE.
- Hi Noob! HAHA. Okay I'll link you. I don't want to die.

1 Apr 09, 17:03
Wei Lin: Do quiz! Haha.
- Sure. I'll do it tomorrow. :)

1 Apr 09, 22:46
Carey: Har?! Go where . I Choose You .
- Go any where you want. :)

Alright. I need my sleep. Last school day of term 2 week 2 tomorrow. Coolz. I think time flies.

2009-04-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I'm back. I did no homework today but I'm still happy. I don't know why.

People are so mean.

I am Alakazam.

Go Carey.

2009-03-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yo.

HAHA.

Had @maths test today. Modulus function and simultaneous equation. Damn they didn't even have one pure simultaneous equation question. Even when there was, they mix it with logarithms. So I'm probably going to get a 0 or something for that paper, since my functions already suck like hellllllzx.

There goes my best progress award.

I think I'm a failure at @maths. 15/100 for CA1 lol.

And now this.

Damn it.

I must study hard. Mustz.

I can't think of anything to blog about, so I'll get going. I'll reply tags soon.

Goodbye and thank you.

2009-03-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi.

It's 12:05am now.

Pretty late.

Anyway, I was actually quite happy just now because I started to do my homework. But now I'm slacking again. :(

I have some stuff to complete later on.

- Finish Physics paper question 6.
- Revise Absolute valued functions and simultaneous equations.
- Finish geography B3 B4 B5.
- Get the online E and A maths assignment.
- To actually try to begin on my li jie wen da 2 and 3.

There's maths test later on. 80% chance that I'll fail. I don't get functions, and my simultaneous equation ain't that good.

But whatever. Let's just revise first. Like the chinese proverb that goes something like ' cross the bridge when you reach it ' or something. Lulz.

Alright cca later on. Rehearsal for speech day. Nearing soon.

I need to start doing my homework and revising.

2009-03-29T00:12:00.000-07:00

Yo.

Cool it's the 265th post. The bus number which I take to school everyday. :)

Anyway, time passes real quick. March is ending soon. And whenever I think of sec 3 camp, it was as if it happened just a few days ago only.

Saturdays seem to pass real fast.

Anyway, speech day coming up.

PDS performance coming up too, though the rehearsal has already started.

And, I'm fucking dead sure I don't want PDS head as my post.

Fucking don't want.

2009-03-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

Yo!

I'm quite happy because I finished my online newspaper summary. But I'm not sure whether it'll be accepted, since they mentioned that I can only take news from the 23rd and 24th of March. Let's not care since it's over.

We had CIP today hahaaha. That's the only thing I can remember. Lessons weren't fun. CME, English, Geography, Physics, Maths.

Oh, there's A maths test on monday. Absolute Valued Functions and Simultaneous Equations. I hope I can pass. I haven't passed any A maths paper this year.

Oh cippp! We get 3 hours when we only did our job for 1 hour. We went to collect newspaper mwahahah. And some woman gave me an old flask. And an old radio. COoOl.

Then we gathered all our newspaper at the void deck. This cat suddenly came and decided to lie down beside me. Kewlzzzz! Then the cat started to protect the newspaper, as if the newspapers are owned by it. Whoever tried to take it will get clawed by the cat. So everyone didn't want to take. And that's when the hero came to the rescue. I shall post the video next time.

Tomorrow's the last day of Term 2 week 1 in school. Time passes really quickly. More events are coming up. Work gets more difficult too.

To end it off, let's post a 3/3 picture.

I'm not a class lover so I won't say things like ' OMG 3/3 ROCKS!!' OMG I <3 3/3 <3333333333333333!! ) So yeah. :)

2009-03-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

Why hullo thar.

It's currently 12:22am.

And my cursor is moving across the screen while I type. Incredible. Or should I call it magic.

There's CIP later on. Colleting newspaper and stuff. Lulz. I can imagine them. Knock on their door, and they open the door and pass us newspaper. I don't think they are going to invite us in for a cup of tea. That's sad. :(

Today's Alvin's birthday. So, happy birthday to you. For the 5th time. Mwahaha.

I did a very cool thing at 12:00am just now. I got to Alvin's profile on facebook, his tagboard, opened up a chat with him on msn, and prepared an sms for him. So when 12am came I moved my hand 4 times mwahaha.

Okay I'm lame.

My homework's still piling up, but the rate now is slower than before. Or is it that I've been catching up too quickly. ;)

In any case, I still have a lot of homework. Off to do them. Bye.

PS. I'm still waiting for the day whereby I will get home and do anything I want and not worry about homework the next day.

2009-03-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

Y9.

Wtf I wanted to type Yo.

So w/e. Yo.

I finished some homework today lol. That's quite an amazing achievement. Or rather, splendid!

Wei Xin told me she got some TEEVEE from her kinder surprise and she's very eggcited about it.

I find tuesdays very boring. 6 hours of pure lessons, no PE no CME etc. And when extra lessons resume, it's going to be 8 hours of lessons. 1/3 of the day sitting on the chair. :(

Oh I passed my first ever maths paper this year. For the past few papers, I've been getting these scores.

14/40.
10/40.
7/40.
2/40.

It just keeps getting worse. Butttttttt, I finally passed it todayyyyyyyy!

I got 21/40. Not that much, but still, A PASS!

W/e I'm going to do my homework. Tomorrow's going to be a long day again.

Byebye.

2009-03-23T23:56:00.000-07:00

Alright. This sucks.

I want to do my homework, but 2 things will crop up all the time.

1. I don't know how to do my homework, even after trying and referring to the textbook.
2. I left my homework in school.

Both are solvable, but the first one is more difficult than the second one. :(

Which sucks, since the problem that I'm facing for majority of the subjects is the first one.

Oh and there's the third one.

3. No mood to do.

HAHA. Okay I don't think that's acceptable, but w/e.

So I think I'll need some materials for reference tomorrow. I hope that there's nothing on after school. I really want to complete this pile of mess AFSAP.

So yeah, lenders anyone? Lend me some materials. I'm a poor little boy. :(

Damn it I don't care if you've got a full stop less or your E only has 3 strokes I WANT TO DO IT NAO. I DON'T CARE IF IT'S WRONG I JUST WANT TO FINISH IT AND CLEAR MYSELF FROM THIS MESS.

Actually it's not that bad. I see people in a worse situation than me. Albeit that, mine is still a very disastrous one.

Roald Dahl. I suddenly thought of him. I don't know why.

Take a break from homework, let's look at some nice pictures.

1. My sister and I were shopping the other day. She was carrying her cat. Suddenly the cat stopped us.

2. The other time I thought my cat was a dog since it was barking, and it suddenly did this.

3. The other time I ordered cookie and I denied it afterwards and this was what happened. :(

4. I saw hitler the other day. He's actually still alive.

5. My cat is disobedient. I asked him to stop playing his DS, and he said this.

6. The other day I was walking on the streets, and this random guy came up to me and asked me to help him take a picture of him. So I took it, and he sent it to me through email thanking me for it. Here's it.

2009-03-22T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hai there.

Holidays are over already. Cool. Sad as well. I have to wake up early again tomorrow.

Tomorrow's the new term which I promised to study hard and attain good results. Not sure whether I can do it though, since I'm already like failing now.

I left half of my holiday homework in school. Great.

Chinese, Chemistry, Geography.

And I have chinese and geography tomorrow. Am I fated to die on the first day of term 2? It's not a nice feeling. :(

I did so much work just to get a tiny tick on my handbook. That's pretty cool.

And no, I won't give up till it's over. :)

Let's reply some tags today. I've got lots of overdue ones.

Let us start from March, since many of the previous tags would have already been forgotten.

1 Mar 09, 16:20
zhi ying: taggedddd evil mortals, we shld destroy them.
- Yeah destroy all the evil ones on this world!

1 Mar 09, 17:58
qihua: so which means that damian has a dark side too
- Nah I don't think I have. You think so?

2 Mar 09, 20:54
Sharon: Lol. everytime i want to do hmwk, i also realize i nvr bring my wksheets home. LOL.
- Eh cool! Are we from the same village or something? :)

3 Mar 09, 17:53
omar: tag
- Yo. I'll link you soon.

3 Mar 09, 19:29
ok: nt me
- Nobody said it was you HAHA.

5 Mar 09, 18:08
Wei Lin: Impossible is nothing!
- Nothing is impossible!

6 Mar 09, 21:06
yanting: TAGGEDDDDD. haha do ur hmwk n stp burping! xDD
- Hiiiiiiiiiii! I did my homework! But burping is natural. :)

8 Mar 09, 15:35
beiying: Ur definition of early is? LOL.
- Definition of early = 11pm+. Hahaha.

8 Mar 09, 19:43
Jing Fang: Hi . (:
- HI. :)

8 Mar 09, 19:44
Jing Fang: You so free. can everytime go supermarket. O:
- Nah I don't go everytime. I'm very busy. :)

8 Mar 09, 22:10
Alvin: Wasssssup! tagged =)
- Wassupppppp! :)

10 Mar 09, 00:01
Wei Lin: LOL SO COOL. Haha.
- LOL WUT'S COOL.

10 Mar 09, 22:43
Carey: YOZZZA
- PIZZA.

11 Mar 09, 22:21
Pei: Hey, cheer up.
- Yo. Yeah I will. Thanks. :)

12 Mar 09, 21:54
Calvin: yo tag! link me! =D
- Okay I'll link you soon. =D

13 Mar 09, 21:12
zhibin: good progress award!!! lol
- Yep I'm aiming for that! HAHA.

14 Mar 09, 19:14
Weilin: Totally godlike! ._.
- Yeah it's godlike. I don't know what though.

16 Mar 09, 02:49
yewrong: i'm tagging ur blog right now
- Yes I know you were. Hahaha.

16 Mar 09, 10:16
deepak: wow siao laa y ur results soooo screwed until like tat???
- I don't know leh. Perhaps this is just a warm up. :)

16 Mar 09, 11:34
zhibin: L1R5<7 do or DIE RAWR!!
- I aim for 10 actually. Do or die, you'll never make me! Because the world, will never take my heart!

16 Mar 09, 12:31
yewrong: why good afternoon ;D i slept for like, 5 hours!!! :O
- Why hullo thar. I slept for like, I forgot!

16 Mar 09, 21:35
yanting: me see u today! xD
- Me saw you that day too. :)

17 Mar 09, 00:24
zy: tag
- Yo. Thanks.

19 Mar 09, 18:16
Carey: can one la dood .
- Yeah dude. I hope can.

22 Mar 09, 17:02
shiuanwen: Nice picture of you in Ande portal.
- Cool you saw it too. Thanks. :)

That's about it. I shall try to finish up Physics homework.

Byebye.

2009-03-21T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yo. LOL.

I realize how bastard people can be.

Anyway, had NCC camp from 18th to 19th of March. Woke up at 7, and I ate some noodles for breakfast. Damn it that was the worst thing to do. I reached school at 8 mwahaha.

Then we had bag check in the morning. And did some collection of stuff. Then we went to our bunk to put our stuff. My group consisted of Jerome, Yogaraj, Jin Jia, Kejendran, Emeldon, Si Xian and one Dick guy.

After a while, 2 of them reported sick. So there was only 6 people left. Did field cooking at lunch. Ironically, the cooking was done on the road.

Then we had water balloon fightzx. The balloons were power. They won't burst even after being thrown 4 times. And it's not fun when it hits and and it doesn't burst. Especially at your neck.

*Pause* My skin looks very shiny now. Cool. Must be the sunburn effect.

Okay let's continue. I forgot what happened, and we had dinner after that. After dinner was movie watching. We watched die hard 4.0. Halfway through the show I had to shit. Damn it. After the show was war games until 12am and we went to gather and went back to our bunk to wash up and sleep.

I'm typing really briefly because I'm feeling tired.

Woke up the next day at 7am. Gathered at 7:30. Did some morning exercises, and had bread for breakfast. Went back to our bunk to clean up after that, and arranged back the tables. After that, went downstairs for orienteering. Some amazing race thing. Took 2 hour and 8 minutes to complete the whole thing lol. Had lunch after that. And went back to change into no 4 and had C&C. Went home after C&C.

Kewlz. I'm tired now. I need some sleepz. I shall post some personal opinions of mine next time.

2009-03-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

Yo.

I suddenly think that tomorrow's a good day, because I'm free to go anywhere and do anything I want. Albeit that, I've got no plans for tomorrow.

I'm having a toothache here. My tooth is aching for no reason. And my jaws are hurting too. I don't know why. Maybe someone punched me while I was sleeping.

I've got nothing to talk about too. Maybe I should start doing my homework.

I aim for my L1R5 to be <20 lol.

2009-03-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

Yo.

Had Cross Country today. I left house at 6:40am. And I reached there at 7:40 am. COOlzorr I took 1 hour to reach.

I was listening to music on the bus and I suddenly felt queasy. Wtf. New theory. Listening to music on the bus makes you vomit. Some kind of warped theory.

Sec 3 boys started running at 8am. I saw OngLai and we both decided to run with Mr. Tan Tee Weez. So while the others took the lead, we went behind and saw him. And we ran with him side by side. So when he stopped we followed him, and when he ran we followed him. Nah, we were actually encouraging him. I took a video of him running. 2 minutes long. And in the end he got 9th and received a prize! And he never even thank OngLai and I! If not for us he wouldn't have gotten any prizeeeeeee! Rahh.

Lol.

Went to YCKCC after that to play badminton. I intended to go home first, but I forgot. Played from 12-2pm, and I suddenly felt queasy again. Damn it. So I just went home. And I played maple. And I slept. Cool.

Okay so now holidays are here. I get more sleepz, and I get more time to complete my homeworkz.

I hope I can finish all my homework and perhaps revise a bit during the holidays.

Let's start term 2 on a fresh note. :)

2009-03-13T00:01:00.000-07:00

Yo. I've decided not to reply tags today. :)

Anyway I got back my result slip. As expected, L1R5 was quite high.

I may be joining the Super Black Diamond group soon. :(

But it's okay. Maybe joining that thing will actually improve my grades.

Today I filmed Omar eating in class again. So far I've got 5 episodes of it. I think I can make a drama series from it. Should be pretty interesting.

There's cross country tomorrow. People are talking about it as if it's a battle of life and death. Nah, it doesn't concern me. I shall just jog all the way through, and maybe chat a little if I happen to meet some friends halfway.

Holidays are finally coming soon. I can have a good rest. To catch up on all my loss of sleep time.

I shall go play some games now.

2009-03-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

You are my light in the dark, you are the beating in my heart.

Yo. Today's the 12th of March.

I didn't get back my report slip as I expected too. This just means another day of fear, for I should be getting it todayyyyy.

To take it all awayyyyyy.

Oh I found a few sec 3s whose L1R5 is higher than mine. Is that supposed to be a good thing? Maybe for me. Not for them. :)

Term 1's ending soon. It's a good thing. I shall work hard from term 2 onwards. I promised lots of people. I promised Mdm Neo, Mr Yong, Mr Lim and some other teachers. I promised my sec 4 seniors, my L1R5 will be <20 by SA1. I promised all my classmates that I'll work hard for SA1 and achieve good results. I don't want to let them down, but it seems difficult.

Nah actually it's not difficult. It's pretty easy actually.

It's not a matter of whether you can, it's a matter of whether you want.

I want but I can't.

Lol.

And I just realized I haven't been replying tags for around one month. I shall reply them tomorrow, that is, if my cbox can actually hold messages from that long ago.

I've been lacking sleep these few days. I need to sleep earlier.

Let's all move on with the all time motivational lyrics from the song ' Save You '.

I won't give up till it's over. << That.

2009-03-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

Lol.

I think my L1R5 is power. Although not as power as some people, but it's still very power. I can't find a correct objective to describe my L1R5. Pro, but in a bad way. Noob? Lousy? Shocking? ( Nah actually not ) Or should I call it power. Yes power. The best word to describe.

TL;DR, My L1R5 is power. :)

Term 1 is ending soon. Hahaha. Pretty fast. No actually it's very fast. It's already 10th March 2009 today. And when was the day when we had our sec 3 camp? 5th January? Doesn't seem too long ago.

And I swear I'd have passed my grammar paper if there were instructions on how the marks were allocated. And that might lead to me not fearing of failing my English nao.

I got 20/40 for physics test. Pretty cool.

I'm listening to some Digimon song from around 7 years ago. Ancientpower.

What else to blog about. Oh. I may be getting back my result slip tomorrow. What does it mean? It means a lot. :)

1,2,3,4, hi 5!

I think I'm going mental soon.

I got 15 for @maths. Fuck I'm a sucker.

I got 29 for Geography. Wtf I'm a loser.

I got 26 for E-maths. OMG I am a noob.

3 subjects =/= 100 marks. Not even A1.

Some people can get >75 with just 1 subject.

And I have 3 subjects here which when totaled up, isn't even 74. HAHA. Wutajoke.

I need to do something about it.

2009-03-09T00:08:00.000-07:00

Yo.

Today I feel pretty good, because I did quite a notable amount of homework. But still, Maths is still the worst. I owe lots of homework for Maths. At least I don't owe for the others now.

Today I was outside when I saw this.

Pretty cool eh.

Alright I'm off to try to finish up my Maths homework.

2009-03-07T23:48:00.000-08:00

Turn the lights off, carry me home.

Yo.

It's the weekends again. Next week will be the last week of term 1. Term 1 has passed and I think I've done very badly for it. Let's work hard for term 2. :)

I've been sleeping early these few days. I don't know why. Maybe I need to catch up on my lack of sleep for the past year. Lollll.

2009-03-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

I won't give up till it's over.

Let's not give up, shall we?

I realized that I've been ranting in my post for the past few days. Nah, its just a mean to relieve stress. Stress is ever piling up. I wonder when the day will come. The day whereby I can finish all my homework, and when teacher gives homework, I'll finish it on that day, and have no worries the next day. Seems quite impossible. But,

Nothing is impossible. :)

Lol. I feel like sleeping nao. And I don't know what else to say.

2009-03-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

Be my mirror, my sword, my shield.

Yo.

I suddenly have an urge to complete all my geography homework!

Then I realized that I didn't bring my geography books home.

Damn it.

This has to happen when I was about to do my homework.

Lulwut. Damn ShingYi. Introduced me to some private server. Now I'm currently playing it. He's an obstacle.

Should I do my logarithms or my Chinese homework. Both seems important. Oh logarithms 1d and 1e are my new girlfriends. They're going to celebrate 1 month together with me soon. While other people just broke up in a matter of a few weeks. Or worse still, a few days. Cool. My relationship lasts the longest!

/ end sarcasm.

I need to do something about my homework. Byebye.

2009-02-28T23:07:00.000-08:00

Give a cheer, for all the broken.

Supz. Went for leadership talk early in the morning. Went to play after that. Which means that I didn't touch any homework today. Kewlz.

Damn it I want to do my homework.

2009-02-28T00:32:00.000-08:00

Yo. Its a complicated world out there.

Does everyone have a good side and a dark side? It everyone really does, then this world will be so creepy. You never know when that person is true to you, or when the person is badmouthing / backstabbing you.

I just found out the dark side of some people. Cool, to say the least. Or maybe we could describe it as the ' disgusting nature of mortal. ' This person could be so nice to you at 12:00, and at 12:01 he/she will start to spread rumours or start badmouthing you and stuff. They are so complicated.

As if that isn't bad enough, there are people who shed crocodile tears. Maybe they were a crocodile in their past life. Why are they so pretentious. Can't they just act like how they are normally.

I was playing worms world party the other time. After one round, they had a summary. One of the factor was, ' The worm which turned to the dark side was xxxx'. Cool. So humans are like worms. The enemy worm is right in front of them, and you're behind your fellow wormmate, and yet they can aim their bazooka at you instead of the enemy, and kill you instead. Why worm. Though worms have small brains, they should be able to differentiate between white and black.

Let's not judge people by how they look and behave, for we do not know the truth within. But that would make life so much more troublesome. We have to take note whether a particular person has 2 different personalities, be it with you or not with you. That's a tad too troublesome.

Or should we just be happy about how people treat us, until someone, or perhaps yourself, uncover the person's true colours? :)

2009-02-24T23:33:00.000-08:00

These few days suck.

Or rather, the whole year so far sucks. The 8 weeks.

I've been rather attentive in class. I listen to the teacher. I try to understand. I try to do the homework. I emphasize on try. Do not say that I don't want to do it. If I don't know how to do it, you can't expect me to write rubbish. Eg.

' Describe the formation of Mount Pinatubo. (6) '

Should I write, ' My mum built it'? Or they like details. Let's see.

' My mum gathered sand from Africa, China, Europe and Germany. She gathered them all together near the Equator, and placed all of them there. She carved the shape of a mountain out. After 10 years, the mountain formed due to all the weathering conditions.'

Yay 6 marks.

I wish.

Oh, something cool here. I always thought that people are mentioning my name whenever they write ' Damnit ' or ' Damn ' or something. Whatever that is closely related to Damn. Does it seem like my name so much. Maybe I'm being disillusioned. Cool eh. Maybe one day I'll see my table as a monitor.

I'm on the verge of failing 5 subjects. First one, and the highly confirmed one, is Geography. No chance of saving that one.

The second likely to fail, around 70% rate, are both the Maths. A and E maths. They can be saved, but its quite difficult.

The third group, which is the least likely to fail but still have a chance of failing, are the languages. I failed by a bit for my chinese paper, and I scored very badly for my English Comprehension, but did pass my compo.

Gawd what is this. Term 1 is already so screwed up. Wonder what will happen in the future. I don't want to become an Israel. :(

2009-02-22T23:13:00.000-08:00

Yo.

Cool.

I haven't been blogging for a week. I guess that's common for me nowadays, since I haven't been blogging like last time.

I can't sleep early on sunday nights. I don't know why. Sunday night phobia? Sunday disease? Must be some kind of weird disease going on in the world, and I caught it unluckily. Or perhaps its because I wake up late every Sunday. Does it have anything to do with that? I hope it is, so that I can solve the problem.

There's a history test tomorrow. Treaty of Versailles, the guy's 14 points and whatnot. So much to remember, so difficult to do so. Scary siolzx.

The other time I was standing outside the bubble tea shop, and this cat happened to be beside me. It seemed to like me, for it kept rubbing itself against my legs. It turned me on. < Joking.

I always remember what I want to blog about. It's becoming a problem. It makes me have nothing to blog about. I wish I don't have STM like what everyone else 'claims' that they have. Is it really something to be proud of?

But on the good side, I've completed much homework. Now I'm only left with logarithms, inequalities and Geography A24, which was due since last month. Cool. I can have something to celebrate a 1 month anniversary with.

I think I should revise for my history. I don't want to fail it. Like how I did for Geography, A maths and E maths. Sucks. I failed all of them. Am I going to die because of that? Maybe. Whatever the case, let's enjoy life for now first.

No wait. I can't even enjoy it now. I need to study for my history. Dayumn. This is getting annoying.

2009-02-15T23:29:00.000-08:00

Woohoo!

I completed some homework today. It seems much, but doesn't seem too. Now I have some pieces of English worksheet. Maths is a great worry, especially with A and E maths. I haven't finish some of the worksheets. :(

And there's chemistry test tomorrow. I only revised around 1/4 of it? And now there's this Chinese comprehension to do. 2 somemore.

But anyway, good progress on my part. :)

2009-02-14T23:58:00.000-08:00

Yo happy valentine's day everyone!

I'm epic tired. I shall rest, and complete all my homework tomorrow! Yay.

2009-02-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

Yo. Cool poem here.

Pack up your troubles in your old kit bag
And smile, smile, smile.
While you've a lucifer to light your fag,
Smile people, that's the style.
What's the use of worrying,
It never was worthwhile.
So, pack up your trouble in your old kit bag,
And smile, smile, smile.

Adapted from History workbook page 7. One of the many memorable camping songs produced during World War I, entitled ' Pack up your troubles.'

I still have homework to do. Byebye.